People said that you have to follow your heart, but honestly for me it is much better for me to follow him not my dreams, not my wants and needs, not my will, but His will. Honestly, I don’t know what His wants, His will, or His plan for me in the future. I don’t have future. I don’t finish my school, I don’t have any bachelor degrees, I don’t have any jobs and money. But I know I have Him. He has me. He has me. He has me all the time. He’s watching me all the time. He’s always loves me. He needs me. He needs me. I don’t know His plan for me in the future but all I know is that He suffers, He tortured, He killed for me when I was His still enemy. He died for me. He died for me. He died and raised for me. He died and raised up to heaven for me. It doesn’t matter if I don’t have bright future, all I need to know that He suffers for me, He died for me, He lived for me.