Our God wants to make a relationship with us, not a religion! He never creates a religion, He creates humans, not religions, so He can make a relationship with us, He wants us to be his friends, that’s all. No matter what you’ve done, bad or good, he doesn’t care about your doings, He just care about you, not your acts!

I was told to be honest, I was taught to be honest, but honestly I’m lying all the time. I’m lying to myself, to my parents, to God, to my friends and teachers. I’m lying all the time. But I have to admit that I cannot be trusted, you don’t have to trust me, you only have to trust in the Lord! You cannot trust me because only in Him you can trust and rely on. You only trust Him, that’s all. It doesn’t matter that you don’t trust yourself as long as you trust Him.

Who are you? I am who I am, no matter what happens, I’m me. Try to forgive myself is the hard thing, it’s the most hard thing to do. Before I forgive my friends, my enemies out there, I have to forgive myself, no matter what.

I know I have to finish my school, I don’t want to depend on my parents anymore. I must try to be myself, I cannot follow my parents anymore, I must go away to the place where God is. I don’t belong to this world. I must find a way…

Like I said before, I have nothing, but I have Him. Send me where I have to be as your will, not my will. Let your will be done, not my will. My will is to finish my school, but let your will be done not mine. I don’t what…

I fell in love with a lot of beautiful girls since I was a little, I mean, I have a crush with them. Most of the girls that I fell in love with already had a boyfriend. Even I got bullied when I was in ninth grade in school because…

People said that you have to follow your heart, but honestly for me it is much better for me to follow him not my dreams, not my wants and needs, not my will, but His will. Honestly, I don’t know what His wants, His will, or His plan for me…

Honestly, I am not a honest person. I lied to myself and to my parents most of the time because I am an independent person and my parents although they are care and concern about me, they are not dependable. You need to know that our parents are not dependable…

Who am I? It’s not important who am I, the most important thing above all is who He is. It doesn’t matter how poor or rich you are, how idiot or genius you are, how many degrees you have or not, how many jobs you work for or not, it…